What's this? A post on a Sunday? That's a rarity, but I am hoping to change that starting today. I use to be more open online about my personal life, especially on LiveJournal (remember LJ? Anyone still on there?). In the last few years, it was so rare I would share anything personal on my blog. Starting today I would like to change that and share a little more about what's going on in my life but baby steps. So what do I want to share today?

On June 1st I joined Weight Watchers - for the 3rd time. It's been a LONG time since I was last on it, they even changed their point system entirely (which I will go into in a later post). I've always weighed more than I look, when people say I'm not fat or I'm crazy to think that, I don't listen, because my body is telling me I need to lose some weight. I've always struggled with my weight. There's a weight number I never wanted to get to and as of a couple of weeks ago, I reached it. The problem for me is not being active, I just love to eat, especially sweets. I'll always love my cakes.

Don't get me started on clothing sizes. Some stores I'm a 12, others I'm a 14, some tops are medium, others a large. I'm too small for plus size, too big for everything else. I try not to let the numbers get to me. I didn't start to feel "fat" until the last year. Like I am physically starting to feel the extra weight on me that does not need to be there. I get winded easily and I don't feel as strong as I use to. I'm trying to figure out ways I can keep mobile which can be challenging when you sit at an office for 8 hours and on a train for 3 hours every weekday. I go for walks during my lunch break but I've made bad food choices. I don't eat all the time, but when I do, it's big. I joke that I eat like a man. I might have been able to get away with it when I was in my twenties but my metabolism ain't what it use to be.

One of the hesitations I had about posting this was fear of coming across like a nutcase who is obsessed with their weight. I'm not. My goal is to lose 30 pounds, bringing me to 170 which some experts may still consider "obese" for a woman who is 5'4" but whatever, I'm content with that number. If I lose more, great! If I stay in the 170s, still great. I don't want to get back to where I was June 1st that's for sure.
I don't want to turn this into a weight loss blog but I think sharing my progress will help as a incentive to stay on task. If you have any WW tips or recipes worth sharing, I'd love to hear from you. I wanna thank Kristy from The Odd Girl for giving me that little nudge to post this. :)
Look how perfect this timing is??? Ashley from Nine To Five annouced she was starting a new project 7 Day Push and I thought it would be fun to join in.
Every week, there will be something to give up, or do, for seven days straight. This past Sunday (yestetrday) started the first week and what's the theme? Exercise for 15 minutes every day. Can I do it for seven days? Stay tuned to find out. :)